God, My Exceeding
Joy
By Pastor Charlie
Last Sunday
afternoon through Tuesday, I went on a personal prayer retreat at Charles
A. Lindbergh State Park near Little Falls, Minnesota. My heart was simply to
spend extended time with the Lord and reflect on my life with him as well as on
the upcoming year of ministry at Glory of Christ.
On
Sunday evening, I read Psalm 43 which was most likely written by King
David. He begins by pleading with the Lord for help and vindication against an
enemy that’s too strong for him. He has taken refuge in the Lord, but he also
feels rejected by the Lord, and so he seeks his face.
David cries out in
verses 3-4. “Send out your light and your truth; let them lead me; let them
bring me to your holy hill and to your dwelling [the tabernacle]! Then I will
go to the altar of God [the ark of the covenant], to God my exceeding joy, and
I will praise you with the lyre, O God, my God.” Then he concludes the Psalm by
preaching to his soul, “Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you in
turmoil within me? Hope in God, for I shall again praise him, my salvation and
my God” (verse 5).
As I meditated on
David’s words, I was especially struck by the phrase in verse 4, “God my
exceeding joy.” I had to confess to the Lord that, whereas I do love him and
seek to put him first in my life, I don’t think it’s quite accurate to say that
he’s my exceeding joy. My overwhelming joy. My all-consuming
joy. My I-have-to-have-Him-or-I-will-die joy. And I was glad to confess to the
Lord that, whatever the state of my heart and life before him, I do want to
stretch and grow toward the day wherein he is my everything. Wherein my heart
is completely unified to love and enjoy him. Wherein my greatest desire is to
be with him and my highest joy in all things is him.
This quest for joy
in God came to be the theme of my retreat, and while I think it’s best to keep
the details between the Lord and me, I do want to give him glory and say that
he helped me move down the road toward being consumed with joy in him. And he
helped me to see that, whatever the details of our lives together as a church
this ministry year (September 2016-August 2017), his desire for us is that he
would be our consuming desire. His heart for us as a people is that we would be
captivated with him in the depths of our hearts. His joy in leading us is that
he would become our exceeding joy, through the blood of Christ and by the power
of the Holy Spirit.
So with this aim in
mind, how is your heart doing before the Lord? Is he your exceeding joy? Why or
why not? What steps can you take today to move toward the day wherein he is
your everything? Beloved, take some time to talk with our Father about these
things and know that he is eager to share with you his fullness of joy and his
pleasures forevermore (Psalm 16:11).
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